Goodbye Old man

Today I say Goodbye to you old man, we had our great times and our bad times. You broke my heart when you almost destroyed my house, my family my love. You forced my hand to push you away, because your hatred was too big, and we couldn't carry it any more with us. Today you left with the angel of death a friend that you and I have become acquainted since you made the first introduction between me and him a very long time ago. We walked a long an arduous path together yet when we got to the fork on the road you took the road opposite to mine. Since then I have seen you from the corner of my eye, I have seen you wither up and die slowly. I love you old man, and every day I saw you from my window my heart broke a bit more. I wont make this longer because even though I felt too much for you I find it difficult to come up with more words. I saw you die, I saw you expire and give your last breath away into this world. Now you lay somewhere else, if Christians are correct then you have gone to heaven and you will await us until we reach you when our death comes, if the Buddhist or Hindus are correct you will reincarnate once more trying to find your path to nirvana. I hope to see you one day again, if not in this lifetime in the next. It took me years to finally forgive you, and when I did I cried and cried until there were no more tears to drop for you. And tonight I have none to give, I feel bad because of this yet I cant; my heart feels heavy my lungs can barely breath and my mind is million years away from here. I love you Gramps my old man and I forgive you again for all you did because you were only a man, I hope you are with Delia and Jaimito and I hope you are finally happy...Good night.